To actually see real tragic human suffering, touches something down deep in your soul.
As I sit on my lounge chair watching these events unfold eating pizza I had to ask myself what the hell im doing.
At that moment, I began to cry realizing how lucky Iam. And how much Iam disappointted in myself for not realizing this before.
I complain everyday about my knees, my back, yelling at my kids to stop yelling and to calm down. As I sit eating and watching TV,
While poeple like this are truly suffering to just stay alive and keep what little they have left.
After 48 years of life Im truly disappointed in myself for not taking the time out of my day just to say a simple pray for my fellow brothers and sisters suffering in this way. Im ashamed Especially
While these events were unfolding I was at a gun show decieding on which new gun to buy and these poeple were fighting for thier lives.
I dont know what else to say :-( :-(