superprincess, Bersa makes a Bersa Thunder .22 which is the same as their Bersa Thunder .380, same size gun just different caliber. You might get the Bersa Thunder .22 and practice a lot, then get a Bersa .380 for carry.
These guns are not real expensive, but they are real reliable. Don't let anyone tell you a .380 is not good enough either.
Now-a-days there is some really nice defensive ammo to use in the .380 which does a great job. I have full trust in my Bersa Thunder .380 when I carry it.
Take your time and learn to shoot well, you will do fine.
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