OK, one question at a time!
I used to own five of them; I am now down to only three. It is always with me (even on those occasions when my pistol is not. I sometimes alternate it with this:
It is '
shaving sharp', and was personally selected for me by none other than Mr. Carl Elsener, himself. It's a beautiful little knife that requires a certain expertise in order to use well. One or the other of these knives is always with me.
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Back in the day' I used to regularly burn up 1,500 to 1,800 fired rounds each month. I did this for years; and today I have to live with the damaged ligaments and tendons in both of my wrists; but, hey, maybe it's just old age!
Anyway, where are you getting the ammo from, and how can you afford to pay for it? I wish I could still shoot like that! Instead I've had to develop all different sorts of compensatory dry-fire techniques in order to '
keep my eye'. (You know, like Harris '
Wall Drills'.)
A '
BUG' is a necessity! Jim Cirillo carried two snub-nose 38's in his back pockets simply because pulling and using one of them was a whole lot faster and more certain for him to do in the really fast 'n close-in '
bum's rush' type of CQB pistol gunfighting that Cirillo usually engaged in.
(Apparently Cirillo didn't stand still and fire during most, but not all, of his gunfights. Instead, he would constantly move forward while continuing to fire until his opponent collapsed right in front of him—sometimes at '
kissing distance'!)
Even when the NYPD '
Brass' ordered him to begin using one of their new Glock Model 19's, Cirillo still continued to carry his two back pocket 38's; and, by all reports, he was no fan of the Glock 9mm.
For as many years as I have been doing these things (like half a century) I have never heard, read, or experienced two pistols jamming up at the same time. But, then again, all of my own guns have always been very well used, and very well maintained too.
The vast majority of the time I only use one pistol, but I am ambidextrous; and, if so inclined, I could use a pistol in both hands. So far in life, though, I've only done this in order to fool around and bounce tin cans along the ground. I do not regard shooting two guns at the same time as a viable self-defense technique. Sure, I could probably get away with doing it, but why?
(I am reminded of the stories about the great Japanese swordsman Miyamoto Musashi. He taught two-handed sword fighting, and his school was appropriately named this way; but, throughout his entire life, whenever Musashi fought he always used one sword with two hands!)
There is no perfect self-defense solution—None! Accuracy, nice tight groups, and getting lead into the target BEFORE the target is able to do the same thing to you is about as competent and skillful as any combat gunman can ever hope to be. Other than this it is your own situational awareness and insistence on not allowing strangers to approach you under anything less than ideal circumstances that keep you safe.
When I was younger I always had two Pit Bulldogs (or Dobermans) inside the home with me. Then one quiet Sunday morning during October of 1990 two of the Pit Bulldogs actually saved the lives of both my wife and myself.
(I was only 3 days out of the hospital, never, not even in my wildest imaginations, thought that I'd be attacked inside of my own home; and, then all of a sudden, it was '
game on'! Forget about the guns; at the moment of the attack, all of mine were upstairs locked away in the bedroom closet. Without those two Pit Bulldogs, I and my wife are convinced that we would, most likely, not have survived this assault.)