No one really answered my questions but instead resorted to name-calling. For anyone out there who cares, I really tried hard to be a good Christian until I finally realized that I didn't really believe any of it. Religion creates dissonance in the world and is a highly profitable business. I've read the Bible from cover to cover, and I gotta' say that it contradicts itself on so many levels. I don't hate religion; I only question it, and I encourage you all to do the same and not just blindly accept everything told to you. If something doesn't make sense, speak up. You call liberals sheep, but then you follow the same mentality upon hearing religious propaganda. Just some food for thought.
OK, so I am going to give Midnight the benefit of the doubt here...not that I want to feed this thread any more than I have to...
So, Midnight...I can feel your pain on this one. I was raised Catholic and walked away in my late teens because of what I perceived to be the hypocrisy and illogical ceremonial processes, etc. For most of my 20's I was livin life to it's fullest, doing stupid things, etc. In my 30's I came back to God and now attend a large non-denominational church. The church is great, serves the community extremely well, has a bunch of great people, does God's work on a daily basis. It sounds to me like you are in a similar situation right now, where things don't make sense and you are distancing yourself. I don't know your religious backgroun,but I would encourage you to try to hold on, attend some different churches, etc. God loves you, and despite the sniping back and forth on this forum, us Christians love you too (although you might anger us once in a while :laugh
You say you tried real hard to be a Christian, but didn't believe any of it..maybe it was the constraints of an organized religion that you didn't believe. Maybe you need to find a place where it is all bible-based and get involved in a small group where you can do some bible studies and talk about the questions you have. I lead such a group in my church, and we talk about this stuff all the time..we all come from different religious backgrounds and have different takes on things sometimes.
You are also right that the bible seems to conflict itself at times, but it all has to be taken in context, especially when it applies to parables. Again, a small group bible study would be a huge help in this arena. You also made a comment about us blindly accepting what the bible says. To be a true Christian, you have to do this.
2 Timothy 4:16-17 says
All Scripture is God-Breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.. This isnt to say that as men, we do this the best we can, especially nowadays, but we should strive to do this as Christians.
As far as the money and big business...I can not argue with you in totality..there are "Christians" who explloit this and profit from it. However, there are MANY churches out there, mine included, who struggle to stay afloat, relying on dwindling tithes, and still move forward doing God's work and helping those in need in the community.
It sounds to me like you are bitter about your religious experiences, and that is not uncommon in America today. God tells us to go forth, telling the good news and making disciples one by one...so that is what I am doing here.
That being said, I think that maybe you can tone down some of the wording in your opposing views and it might cut back on some of the sniping at you.
I hope this helped...I felt in my heart that I needed to post it. If it didn't, then so be it...either way, I will pray for you so that the Holy Spirit may guide you in whatever direction you need to take at this point in your life.
Peace, brother
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