Austin
New member
Austin.
Don't really know what your background is since you won't even list you birth year on your profile, I can't tell what kinds of experiences you may be old enough to have had.
But understand this;
You leave work Monday morning and go to the hospital because of recurring heartburn that is exertion originated.
They tell you that you will have to stay overnight and take a stress test first thing Tuesday morning.
Bright and early, 0630 hours Tuesday you are on your way to get a stress test using nuclear dye (x-rays before and after walking on a treadmill) and you do it.
Before you get back to your room there is a squad there to transfer you to different hospital due to the results they really don't tell you.
By 1100 hours you have been transported, been admitted, been submitted to a heart cath where they have implanted a ball pump in your heart in order to get you to surgery to crack your chest open to preform a quadruple by-pass surgery.
Four days later when you start breathing on your own and they are able to remove you from a respirator you wake up and realize you are NOT dead, yet you doctor tells you that they weren't sure that you would come off the table alive.
Six days later when they send you home you are told that it would be better for my chances of survival to be away from the hospital. In other words go home and die in peace.
Complications from surgery paralyzed 60% of the diaphragm reducing my lung capacity to a maximum effective level of 34%.
I was that guy who never had to have a weapon and was willing to walk into anything to help someone and have been hurt doing it.
I hope and pray that you will never have the anxiety and anguish of feeling so helpless in the defense of your family, knowing that any exertion is going to incapacitate you and leave your loved ones unprotected and at the mercy of those bent on doing evil.
When you have experienced this you may criticize how I may go about defending myself, until then you need to learn respect for those who have been there and are living with the reality we have been dealt.
PS during my surgery I crossed over and I know where I am going, do you?
And since you have no idea what type of medical issues i have had or what my life experiences have been maybe you should shut your trap about me giving respect to others, and practice what you preach.