Hang in there
I know exactly what you mean and how you feel. I experienced much of the same back when I was seeking certification to earn my state-approved instructor creds. After coming off active duty mobilization and having done nothing but weapons instruction for two solid years, I was getting annoyed that trying to find these NRA training counselors was a lot like hunting unicorns.
But I finally found a guy and he hooked me up - so hang in there. Not all of the counselors are mythical creatures living in caves that only wander down out of the mountains two or three times a year. Some of them are even civilized and live near people! :to_pick_ones_nose:
<Forrest Gump impression> "That's all I've got to say about that."
Good luck man, and fight the good fight. Once you're up and running, you'll know how NOT to be!